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Still Alive and Kicking… Just Busy!

October 1, 2009

I wrote here before about how the month of September was bringing with it a lot of changes for me, changes that have been in the making just in the last 10 months with the fallout from the legal bullshit generated by my ex and Wifey back in December and the subsequent hit in child support that became effective in May.

The part I find the most amusing is that, they both bought new cars with MY money that THEY receive every month. Interestingly enough, Wifey’s is the same model of SUV I’ve been driving for the 6 years I was married to the man she is now married to – only brand new. Hmmm. And they went to Maui, Hawaii for a week (8 yrs almost to the day after ex & I went). Don’t think they had too much fun though since one or both of them read my blog while staying at the Ritz-Carlton there. (Yeah bitches, I see you.) Of course, it could just be a coincidence and it was actually someone else that happened to be staying in the very same hotel at the same time they were – NOT!

[Update: Apparently Wifey finished off her very indulgent and expensive month with a boob-job, exchanging her no-cups for C-cups on her anorexic body. Seriously? My husband, (for) the money, my kids, the latest version of my car and now boobs like mine? LMAO! Bitch, you can keep trying but you will never BE me!]

I’m still making a pittance working for myself but it’s not nearly enough to make a dent considering I am writing such fat checks for those pathetic losers that sit on their asses all day. It just warms my heart to know that I take care of SO many god-damn people.

Among many other things I’ve cut back on lately I had to cut Lil B’s preschool back from 3 full days to two mornings a week and even though it’s fairly close-by the two round trips for 2 & ¾ hours of school doesn’t allow for much child-free productivity but at least he’s still getting some pre-K experience. Not that my ex-husband gives a sh*t as he continues to claim it’s a ‘luxury’ he’s not willing to contribute to (being the delusional prick that he is). Apparently his luxuries are far more important than our kids. Or food for that matter. But as long as he’s comfortable.

The motion to modify child support was filed in September due to me being sick of paying what adds up to be DOUBLE every month… but it may be December before I see a penny more and DBD will no doubt drag the process out as long as he can. DBD seizes every opportunity he can to stick it to me for going against his wishes and giving birth to our child and (gasp!) expecting him to financially support him. Ever. Shame on me for ever even thinking he would.

Yeah, I’m such an evil bitch for having, caring for and advocating for my beautiful child and his best interests.

No doubt that times are tough right now and I’m feeling the pinch of all the financial changes of the last year plus the pressure of the house not being sold, the holidays approaching and so much that remains unresolved.

But on the other hand I wonder if the house hasn’t sold because there’s still a way to keep it that I haven’t yet found, like a very lucrative job or a loan modification – or both. I did just get a referral for someone else to talk to about a modification and it has been a few months since I tried with the mortgage company so maybe it will turn out differently this time.

I’m exercising every option I can right now and still feel it will all work out somehow – eventually. Honestly, I don’t want to move. 10k worth of square feet and all of the things I have accumulated over the past 6 years I have lived here would take a lot of effort to move. And I’m not quite sure I have the time nor the energy to do it!

“If we study the lives of great men and women carefully and unemotionally we find that, invariably, greatness was developed, tested and revealed through the darker periods of their lives. One of the largest tributaries of the RIVER OF GREATNESS is always the STREAM OF ADVERSITY.” Cavett Robert

“The way I see it, if you want the rainbow, you gotta put up with the rain.” – Dolly Parton

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